
Oh,
here it comes!
Here comes the night.
The
silence it unfolds gives to meditation of the past,
Deliberation of its design,
The
holdings of tomorrow's fates,
And
the future-aftermath thought in store.
Cloaking both good and evil in a shield of
dimness
So their secret acts gain opportunity in this privacy,
They are no longer
unrevealed to the night.
The
infinity unprotected in nights transposition
Is
the peerless gift it cannot retain for itself.
The
cycle of its lesser light bends tides, emotions, even passions.
This
is the pathway to what the night may yield,
Yet,
will not yield to me
For the copious delight of the night
Is not retrieved by way of
aloneness.
In fact, it is the antithesis of
belonging
That the night intensely illuminates.
It is the wound the impoverished settle
In the facade of nights frugality.
Curiously,
The
night is actually the day curling inward on itself.
Defiant, except in its persistent opposition,
And is incessant in its unwelcomed
arrivals.
It is
not spotless, except in its intent and its absence.
Its magnificence is lost in the hollowness
Of
the time it gives to me.
For
it will not offer to me all it holds
And
laughs to itself at the paleness of its deception.
In a
dream unfettered in classical charity,
The
night would not intend to support,
Or
insinuate any bias in its injury.
But
prefers to retreat into its self-corrective sovereignty
To
excuse the piety of its irreverent favoritism.
For
it's hunger is unto itself,
In
reach of it's necessity to protect it's sanctum
Of
invulnerability.
I
plead that it would yield to me all of its engagement.
So all that lies beyond the majesty of the nights light
And all the sensation it stirs,
Would be filled in the serenity
That the days light asks me to slight.
Alone
in the nights disconnection
My
own grows too immediate and too familiar.
I
appeal that the night would not restrain the loss of my
segregation.
And
relinquish to me its marvel when shared.
The
night holds dear its featured items to explicit sharing
These
are not it's exclusivity, but are its specialty.
The
day exacts the cost of its sharing in the reluctance of the
night.
In
this is to be found the nights resemblance to the day.
Each is the other turned inward on itself.
When
all is given without constraint,
Nether prevailing over the other,
All
then is redeemed in the accord,
And
none are left desolate -
Neither the night,
The
day,
And
none that ache for their undivided gifts.
For
they are not separate
And are not meant to be.
March 13, 1995